this trip to the US has sorta made me realise that my life isnt that bad.. people go thru family breakups and death throughout their teen life.. the worst thing that has happened to me so far is that i watched my dog, thats been like a sister since we had her all my life, get put down.. but thats nothing compared to seeing a human that you love die right in front of you.. and my family is still together and the most we fight about is.. i cant even remember cause it never happens.. i met a family in CA that was really broken.. made me realise im living in a fairytale… my lifes a fairytale.. and it will have a happily ever after just like all the other fairytales.. because thats how its been and will always be.. so i shouldnt be sad about a bad first day at an Ivy League school.. so… Day two. better. found a new friend. started raining :D .. actually hung out with 2 people instead of just me and someone else. Were combining “Baby” by Justin Bieber and “The other side of the door” by Taylor Swift and making this, hopefully, really cool mix of the two songs.. will be my first ever song i co-produce YAY! .. so no more feeling sad for myself.. ofcourse it will probably happen again in like a few days or weeks.. but not right now.

oh and you… Im in love with you and I love you so muchly. Thanks for the happy message, when i read it i wanted to cry and smile at the same time (yes, your still able to make me do both) .. so thankyou.. and i love you. <3 :D