August 2010
8 posts
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good day, bad day. happy day, mad day. was really good. realised nothing can be that good. back to normal. boo you. i dont care.. never did, never will.
KAYDDDOOONNNN!!!!
haha ill get up early tomorrow and talk to you about it :P
nothing interesting.. but still interesting.. ( if that makes sense… )
midnight smile.
ooooh, looky here. your asking me to go to a concert with you, instead of me asking you.. is that a date or just hanging out.. either way, im happy. :D
oh the possibilities..
Dammit!
ralphy-boy:
immashine:
I knew I was too happy and it was too good to be true..
DAMMIT!
Aww, why? What happened? You seemed happy enough last night on msn?
haha thankyou for caring so much Kaydon! Well my mom got me linkin park tickets for my bday and i had a guy who wanted to go with me and it was awesome.. and it made me really happy.. but then i realized that its the same day as...
Dammit!
I knew I was too happy and it was too good to be true..
DAMMIT!
Eeeeeeeeeeeee!
I am so happy right now. Its so excited not knowing what the future holds. Theres only 2 weeks till summers over, and then what. A new beginning. A new adventure. But this time, I will not be scared. I can’t wait to walk into school with my head held high, and a smile on my face. This will be the beginning of the next two years. Every thing is uncertain and a mystery. And it’s awesome....
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is my day. No one can take it from me. Its mine.
London
back in London. Cant wait to hang with Leah and gossip and talk and chill. it will be awesome. this has become the best summer ever, and its not over yet. 1 more month to make it muchly more awesome. and my bdays soon ! 1 week exactly.
July 2010
17 posts
Carpe Diem
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But Im too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
So what if i never hold you, or kiss your lips again?
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day.
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no...
fuck you too
so when i woke up this morning i talked to this very nice boy and he asked me to email him this afternoon telling him how my day was. this afternoon i emailed him how my day was. this evening i get a “fuck you” msg. thanks.. cause i guess sorry doesnt work. so thanks. thanks for giving me another night where i fall asleep crying. didnt plan on that when you asked how my day was but...
13
wow.. again.. 13 words to make my heart pound. to make me so confused. to make me shake and be scared. i have no idea what your talking about from that msg. and now my ears feel like bleeding. the scars are ripping, and im actually shaking. seriously… dont do that ever again. …
WTF is happening.. how are you doing this to my body.. im actually shaking… like intense shivering.....
13 - LUCKY FOR SOME.. "How'd they know?!?"
number of posts ive made before this one.. 13
favorite number.. 13
lucky number.. 13
number of days before my 16th birthday.. 13
13
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I Believe in You
Believe in your dreams
Believe in today
Believe that you are loved.
Believe that you make a difference
Believe that we can build a better world
Believe when others might not.
Believe there’s a light
at the end of the tunnel.
Believe that you may be
that light for someone else.
Believe that the best is yet to be.
Believe in yourself.
I believe in you.
Newport Beach.. RI not CA
so today i went to newport beach.. and it was awesome. was tanning the whole time.. only got slightly burnt. then went back into newport and bought a “Harvard University” shirt. haha! just ‘cause. which reminds me that i still need to stock up on Brown University Merchandise while im here. ..
Well anyways .. on the way back to Providence, me and my friend noticed a guy who was...
We're just walking in the Dark
I never thought that it be easy
Cause were both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we’re wondering how
No one has a solid answer
We’re just walking in the dark
Im really wondering what will happen in the future.. will i see and live with the people ive already found and already love.. i wonder if the people i love now will find their own life without me.. or...
Oh and I almost forgot..
Matthew James Compton,
I love you, Yay, Internet Hugs, for now.. but when i see you, im not letting you go until after like an hour hug or longer! so beware!!
thats all i had to say…
Love Lesley
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Today, Im not broken
this trip to the US has sorta made me realise that my life isnt that bad.. people go thru family breakups and death throughout their teen life.. the worst thing that has happened to me so far is that i watched my dog, thats been like a sister since we had her all my life, get put down.. but thats nothing compared to seeing a human that you love die right in front of you.. and my family is still...
wtf notice but dont acknowledge wtf
I think theres something wrong with me.. how is it that over 1000 people arrived to this program and im an pretty much the only one who doesnt have a group of friends.. it like this EVERY PLACE I MOVE TO! there the 1 girl who i like who ends up being like a best friend, but the group i want to be in doesnt let me in.. its like they notice but dont acknowledge. my mom just asked me to post pics on...
Baby, Baby, Baby, Oh!
Yeah I’m 15 And I thought that you’d be mine. I used to tweet you, text you, and call you, reach you on Facebook all the time. But, But now you’re gone. So far gone that I can’t even find you. You know that feeling where you leave your love and it’s right behind you. Can’t believe he did me wrong. We were on iChat all night long, Listening to my favorite song....
Why.. you know why
:) im so tired right now that i have no emotion .. but when i do.. its awesome. i can love with all my heart and have an impossible time letting go.. and when im annoyed.. i get really annoyed.. like i said before.. i AM ABLE to rip your head off with my thoughts. its the power of the force and bellas shield put together, muhaha! .. *cough* .. so if im annoyed with you, ill post it here and you...
Never Say Never - Justin Bieber →
Story of my Life.
Matisse to Justin Bieber
so like just before.. acutally a few hours ago.. Matisse RTed something I said on Twitter. It made me really excited and happy. Matisse is an up and coming popstar who did some stuff for the step up 2 soundtrack. and she was in the studio when JB recorded “Baby”, how sweet is that! .. I love getting noticed by people, especially famous people.. like when Justin Bieber followed me on...
A little birdie told me to rip it off
A little birdie told me that I should use tumblr for extreme emotions, happy or sad.. (or mad) .. about stuff.. so Ill try that.. If that gets boring then Ill…. wait.. that wont get boring, I have enough emotion to rip someones head off with my mind. hahaha.. so follow me and be entertained… yawn.. ok im bored…
“If I tripped ever time I fell for you, I would constantly be stumbling.”
– Lesley Hampton