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good day, bad day. happy day, mad day. was really good. realised nothing can be that good. back to normal. boo you. i dont care.. never did, never will.
good day, bad day. happy day, mad day. was really good. realised nothing can be that good. back to normal. boo you. i dont care.. never did, never will.
haha ill get up early tomorrow and talk to you about it :P
nothing interesting.. but still interesting.. ( if that makes sense… )
ooooh, looky here. your asking me to go to a concert with you, instead of me asking you.. is that a date or just hanging out.. either way, im happy. :D
oh the possibilities..
I knew I was too happy and it was too good to be true..
DAMMIT!
Aww, why? What happened? You seemed happy enough last night on msn?
haha thankyou for caring so much Kaydon! Well my mom got me linkin park tickets for my bday and i had a guy who wanted to go with me and it was awesome.. and it made me really happy.. but then i realized that its the same day as when mostly everyone from my school is gone to sports competitions.. so no ones gonna be in the country.. even him so i probably wont have a date.. so now i have to choose between a date or a international competition :P haha .. dammit! :P but whatever.. theres bigger problems in the world.
I knew I was too happy and it was too good to be true..
DAMMIT!
I am so happy right now. Its so excited not knowing what the future holds. Theres only 2 weeks till summers over, and then what. A new beginning. A new adventure. But this time, I will not be scared. I can’t wait to walk into school with my head held high, and a smile on my face. This will be the beginning of the next two years. Every thing is uncertain and a mystery. And it’s awesome. :) eeeeeeeeeeee!
Tomorrow is my day. No one can take it from me. Its mine.
back in London. Cant wait to hang with Leah and gossip and talk and chill. it will be awesome. this has become the best summer ever, and its not over yet. 1 more month to make it muchly more awesome. and my bdays soon ! 1 week exactly.
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But Im too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
So what if i never hold you, or kiss your lips again?
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day.
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
so when i woke up this morning i talked to this very nice boy and he asked me to email him this afternoon telling him how my day was. this afternoon i emailed him how my day was. this evening i get a “fuck you” msg. thanks.. cause i guess sorry doesnt work. so thanks. thanks for giving me another night where i fall asleep crying. didnt plan on that when you asked how my day was but thats whats happening.. my pillow is soaked.. my eyes are swollen. so thanks.. crying.. its really fun to do.. you should try it! 3
